Aug 2, 2006
third time's a charm?
I decided to give it a go with The Musician. So far I feel really safe and happy with him and the weirdest part is it doesn't feel weird. He said it's like he stepped out for a pack of smokes and got lost somewhere but finally found his way back...six years later. Being together feels like coming home. I still feel very nervous and afraid of making a huge mistake. My inner perfectionist wants to sort out every possible outcome and scenario before making any decisions. Of course that means I'm not living in the present and I am engaging in a lot of future projection. That behavior doesn't work since it's impossible to predict the future!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
2 comments:
That inner perfectionist can be such a bitch sometimes! I wish she would learn to leave her trap shut sometimes.
Good luck the third time around. I remember a few girls I'ld like to have a second or THIRD chance to work it out with. " An optimist sees the glass has half full, the pessimist sees the glass as half empty, the realist sees the glass as the bottom half full and the top half empty".
Post a Comment