Aug 18, 2005

ambiguity, part deux; or the importance of feeling useful

I used to think I was a self-starter, I have recently discovered that maybe I was wrong. Not that I want to be micro-managed (does anyone actually like to be micro-managed?) because I definitely do not want someone up in my business all the time. I do however thrive when I have a clear cut set of goals, expectations and duties. Apparently I need a sort of measuring stick against which to judge the quality of my work. Otherwise I grow bored and begin to languish.
I used to have a month's worth of outfits that matched, I used to have cute shoes, once I had a nice car. I let all that go and now I just want to have purpose.

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